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Cycle 4A

919.  It’s been about a week and a half since I’ve been in this hospital room.   I had such vivid dreams last night.   Trying to stay positive in spite of being away from my lil man.  ❤️ I miss him so much and am so happy that I’m almost done with chemo.   I noticed that my hair is starting to grow back a little.  My eyebrows and eyelashes too.  Woo hoo!!  I’m hoping it’s here to stay even though I have ONE more treatment left!!   I can see the light at the end of the tunnel!!    Trying to figure out what life will be like when this is all over.   Will I still be me?   Have I changed?   What will my perspective on life be like?  I know I must live everyday to its fullest because tomorrow it never guaranteed.   I’ve been through quite a lot in my life, but I’ve been a trooper.  I just want to live a happy life.

Be fearless in the pursuit of what sets your soul on fire.

Thoughts for the day.


Finally moving forward!

Custody and visitation has been established! Woo hoo. I feel like I can finally move forward and start over. Mason has spent 4 full weekends with his dad. I’m trying to be more productive. I’ve been trying to redecorate the place, but I have zero creativity.